magic primers

by **Týsköll** » Sat Nov 11, 2023 1:29 pm

Caylus Ark wrote: Thu Oct 12, 2023 2:55 pm 3) black magick practitioners practice curses, hexes, and general ill sentiments via magick - even those who don't CONSIDER themselves "black magick" doers ARE if they intentionally use their energetics to curse, hex, harm, or hate with intentionality and specificity.
For those of you who know you do this...didn't you ever hear:

"Im rubber ur glue everything u say bounces off me and sticks back to you" - ?

Yeah. The intent to dominate basically, be it directly or via manipulation or circumvention of their targets will.
Threefold law, karma, this phrase and concept you quoted, etc. and so forth, is why I one reason for use of Thurisaz you might've seen me employ, it's reactive yet directed and opposes the idea of utilizing brute force (as giants use). Sometimes folks keep punching the thorns (lolwut), sometimes other avenues can work.

by **Týsköll** » Sat Nov 11, 2023 1:20 pm

Humble Son wrote: Sat Nov 11, 2023 12:03 pm the ball in is her court. I take my leave.

Yep. Ok.

by **Humble Son** » Sat Nov 11, 2023 12:03 pm

Týsköll wrote: Sat Nov 11, 2023 3:47 am
Humble Son wrote: Fri Nov 10, 2023 3:43 pm This was an immensely important read for me, this is miles btw, although you rarely call me by my name.

I was wrong, i feel like you know everything going on in my head, i'm not above begging for forgiveness, i'm actually here to do just that.

Hopefully if any mods screen this message before posting, i haven't checked if that will happen, but if it is, i hope they'll allow this reply and at the least if they decide not to allow it, i hope they'll atleast run it past you.

I can explain everything, i tried to email you, i don't know whether you got either of the emails i sent a couple weeks ago.

I'm just sorry and the sync's are telling me there's hope.

I had to hit rock bottom to see myself for what i was.

Now i am just sorry...
If you're being ignored in direct communication, then go around to forums and post at people to try to get their attention - that's stalking.
It doesn't matter what your intent is or how you feel, if a person isn't replying to you by choice or has said not to contact them and you don't respect that - you're in the wrong.

You're not the first stalker I've had to deal with personally or on behalf of someone else, so I'll leave this post here so everyone is fully aware of the situation.
I hope you can move on from what is clearly not reciprocal.

If you have been replied to since posting this, cool, keep it to DMs.

I'm not exactly being ignored in direct communication.

I can't make direct communication, maybe pm's on this forum i haven't tested the pm system here.

On glp i can't message her because there's a boundary in place for me which wouldn't be in place for most people, namely, i live in a psych ward and have static i.p and there's an account from the same i.p which is on her foes list, i want her to reconsider her position, but i have no direct means of communication.

Then there's her email, which she told me she doesn't check often and i suspect may have blocked my primary email.

This is all understandable to me.

Portraying me as a stalker when you know nothing, is jumping the gun.

This forum is pretty much dead, so it does not harm to message here for greater chance of clarification of her position.

Things change, the situation is not static.

I'll try to pm her here using the pm system, if she replies great, if she doesn't i guess that's my answer.

Not seeking conflict, only resolution.

EDIT: i can't send DM's on this forum, so i'll just say that, i will email one more time from an email which is not banned and she will then know where to find me should she change her mind, she knows my account on glp also, so you're right in a respect, the ball in is her court. I take my leave.

by **Týsköll** » Sat Nov 11, 2023 3:47 am

Humble Son wrote: Fri Nov 10, 2023 3:43 pm This was an immensely important read for me, this is miles btw, although you rarely call me by my name.

I was wrong, i feel like you know everything going on in my head, i'm not above begging for forgiveness, i'm actually here to do just that.

Hopefully if any mods screen this message before posting, i haven't checked if that will happen, but if it is, i hope they'll allow this reply and at the least if they decide not to allow it, i hope they'll atleast run it past you.

I can explain everything, i tried to email you, i don't know whether you got either of the emails i sent a couple weeks ago.

I'm just sorry and the sync's are telling me there's hope.

I had to hit rock bottom to see myself for what i was.

Now i am just sorry...

If you're being ignored in direct communication, then go around to forums and post at people to try to get their attention - that's stalking.
It doesn't matter what your intent is or how you feel, if a person isn't replying to you by choice or has said not to contact them and you don't respect that - you're in the wrong.

You're not the first stalker I've had to deal with personally or on behalf of someone else, so I'll leave this post here so everyone is fully aware of the situation.
I hope you can move on from what is clearly not reciprocal.

If you have been replied to since posting this, cool, keep it to DMs.

by **Humble Son** » Fri Nov 10, 2023 3:43 pm

This was an immensely important read for me, this is miles btw, although you rarely call me by my name.

I was wrong, i feel like you know everything going on in my head, i'm not above begging for forgiveness, i'm actually here to do just that.

Hopefully if any mods screen this message before posting, i haven't checked if that will happen, but if it is, i hope they'll allow this reply and at the least if they decide not to allow it, i hope they'll atleast run it past you.

I can explain everything, i tried to email you, i don't know whether you got either of the emails i sent a couple weeks ago.

I'm just sorry and the sync's are telling me there's hope.

I had to hit rock bottom to see myself for what i was.

Now i am just sorry...

by **Caylus Ark** » Sat Oct 14, 2023 12:33 am

Xlegic wrote: Thu Oct 12, 2023 7:21 pm I glanced off a few or some.

Good to see you posting.

I'm like trying hard to avoid ciggy smoking as have been so for a bit more than 3 months now.

Edit:

Sorry, my craving for ciggies sometime get to me and my head from time to time.

Ok, I have a question: Does when a thought-form occur in order to enable an understanding on mind, happen as effect to something outside or not? I've been trying to avoid or keeping some negative voices at bay on my mind from time to time.

I'm not sure if I'm correctly interpreting this, but if I am, there's this idea is called sympathetic magick
The idea behind it is somewhat "like begets like"
voo doo would be an example
so, it would be the idea that what happens within, happens in some way, without

by **Caylus Ark** » Sat Oct 14, 2023 12:31 am

Týsköll wrote: Fri Oct 13, 2023 6:48 am
Caylus Ark wrote: Thu Oct 12, 2023 3:11 pm Sit on it. I keep it for later. I keep it open. A node to the past. That's what the screenshot is for.
*nods*

Nodes, save states, anchor points, etc.

I save a lot of screenshots of random things, usually because they meant something at the time. I don't usually organize these unless I'm following a particular pattern or logging certain data, rather; they go in to generic folders where sometimes they'll re-present themselves to me/get my attention when scrolling and they may relate/remind or even clarify something.
It's quite a time we live in where even the most memory deficient person can save masses of data of their experiences and review later.

yes exactly - oh boy my screenshots folder is biiiig. a lot of them would mean absolutely nothing to anyone. but honestly, the amount of times they end up being relevant? often!!

by **Týsköll** » Fri Oct 13, 2023 6:48 am

Caylus Ark wrote: Thu Oct 12, 2023 3:11 pm You do that and you start reaching for all these explanations, some of which may be just...wrong/toxic. This is how people go insane.

I interpret you saying this as a sync in mutual understanding, as I had just made reference to similar at a leafier place.

There is a reason there are warnings regarding the dangers of connecting to the pattern/source/spirituality in general; there is a reason that certain groups over the years have selected individuals for initiation and teaching. Some minds are more suited than others, whilst some minds will literally go insane.

Caylus Ark wrote: Thu Oct 12, 2023 3:11 pm Sit on it. I keep it for later. I keep it open. A node to the past. That's what the screenshot is for.

*nods*

Nodes, save states, anchor points, etc.

I save a lot of screenshots of random things, usually because they meant something at the time. I don't usually organize these unless I'm following a particular pattern or logging certain data, rather; they go in to generic folders where sometimes they'll re-present themselves to me/get my attention when scrolling and they may relate/remind or even clarify something.
It's quite a time we live in where even the most memory deficient person can save masses of data of their experiences and review later.

by **Xlegic** » Thu Oct 12, 2023 7:21 pm

I glanced off a few or some.

Good to see you posting.

I'm like trying hard to avoid ciggy smoking as have been so for a bit more than 3 months now.

Edit:

Sorry, my craving for ciggies sometime get to me and my head from time to time.

Ok, I have a question: Does when a thought-form occur in order to enable an understanding on mind, happen as effect to something outside or not? I've been trying to avoid or keeping some negative voices at bay on my mind from time to time.

by **Caylus Ark** » Thu Oct 12, 2023 3:11 pm

Here's another way most people go wrong...

I look in the corner of my computer a sec ago, randomly see this, right?

So it's clearly sync and - if you follow my line of thinking, that sync is due to your brain/consciousness/mind/soul harmonizing in a specific resonance which can be positive or negative. You can have sync straight from hell that makes your day a nightmare. You can have sync that shows you your true heart's desire. You can have sync that makes you insane

And why would it make you insane?

What do I choose to attribute this synchronicty to? Who do I chose to give its power to? Rightfully, it's mine. I get to pick. People get this wrong. A lot. They will look at it and think, it's "X" god, "Y" God, "X" magician sending me vibes, "Y" soul animal telling me not to invest today...

Well guess what?

Is an empty container, a shell, for you to put what you WANT IT TO BE within. The sync is an invitation to use that sync that way you WANT to use it, not as some sort of force you are passively recieving and have no control over.

You do that and you start reaching for all these explanations, some of which may be just...wrong/toxic. This is how people go insane.

This is why it's IMPORTANT to have a system of correspondences, a personal one. Fucking throw crowley's out the window, or whoever else of the thelemists is waving their dick around. Make your own. it's a personal thing.

example: throughout my life I have cultivated specific feelings and meanings and thoughts involving the symbol of Lightning as it is a combination of fire and air. To me lightning is intrinsically the representation of pure magickal force and instantaneous transmission. So, if I SEE IT SYNC, I know exactly what it means - to me.

Maybe I keep seeing owls, and luckily I have an internal correspondence system for owls. I know that because I had an owl appear after a UFO event once, that when I see owls, they are harbingers of another dimension. Well, it doesn't MATTER if that's objectively true - when my mind puts that sync in front of me, trust me, it's gonna be true. Why? Because it's only putting the sync in front of me to give me a message in a language I already wrote!

But say I don't have a clearly defined meaning for

yet it is still syncing.
What would I, personally do?

Sit on it. I keep it for later. I keep it open. A node to the past. That's what the screenshot is for.

The metadynamics of cognition are the channels by which magic stagnates or flows. using metacognitions creatively will enable a much different degree of use than reading an OTO book for the 50th time

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